The Urge to Quit
Some people think they are failures because they cannot hold down a corporate job for 5 years. In Saju, this is merely a feature of a "Heavy Output" (Shiksang) chart. Output elements despise the "Official" (Gwan) element. The Official represents HR rules, 9-to-5 mandates, and bosses.
If you have massive Output, sitting in a cubicle doing repetitive tasks feels like literal suffocation. You will subconsciously sabotage the job just to escape.
The Gig Economy Solution
You are not broken; you are misaligned. People with strong Output are designed for project-based work, freelancing, consulting, or roles where they are fired or re-hired every 6 months. Stop trying to force a wild horse into a tiny stable.